I left my book for a week or so, but finally returned to it today. Of course, I had to read the last few chapters over to remember what was happening before I plunged ahead. I just finished writing and typing Chapter 20. These are short chapters, so it isn't as impressive as it sounds. But I think I'm at the halfway point. I don't have a detailed chapter-by-chapter outline, so I don't know for sure. But I'm at the point where the story will keep following its own inexorable destiny. Even though my semester is so pleasant, I wish I could have a few weeks of undisturbed time just to finish up this first draft so I'd have it all down on paper. This is when I need to remember that my sister wrote a full draft of a longer novel than this during National Novel Writing Month last November while working at a much more demanding job than mine.
My main distraction these days isn't my job, anyway. It's poetry. It's all I want to do. I get up and spend the first, best hour of my day trying to craft sonnets about lost love. It's actually a good use of my time, all things considered. What better way to spend one's time than writing sonnets? I don't think anyone on her deathbed would regret time spent writing sonnets. Some of mine don't observe a formal rhyme scheme, but the one I wrote this morning did - it was a Petrarchian sonnet with the ABBA, CDDC, EFEFEF rhyme scheme. How I pored over those rhymes to get them right, even if the last line still doesn't please me completely.
AND I just signed up to give an hour-long poetry reading (!) at the Innisfree Poetry Bookstore and Cafe, here in Boulder, one evening in late May. So I NEED to get busy writing more poems, correct?
So today I wrote a chapter and wrote a sonnet. I would call this a very good day.
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Excellent! It's so wonderful to think of you doing a poetry reading! She shall arise and go and go to Innisfree! YAY! Sonnet on!
ReplyDeleteI was all set to read your new sonnet and was disappointed that it wasn't there. Bummer!
ReplyDeleteOkay, Pat, here it is:
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This was your gift: to be the one to leave.
Not that I do not have gifts of my own,
But they lie elsewhere: the gift to postpone
What has to be, the gift still to believe
Despite all evidence. I can achieve
Great feats of being willing to condone
The lapses of a love on short-term loan.
And then, oh yes, I have the gift to grieve.
But you-where did you learn to speak those lies,
"I'm just not ready yet" - "It's me, not you" -
"You are so lovable" - all while your eyes
Fill up with kind concern? Only one who
Has the well-practiced gift for glib goodbyes
Could do what I had not the gift to do.
Brilliant poem!
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